Mary strikes him as a very sensible portrait whose main motivations at least appear to be more along the lines of keeping things maintained and okay than watching everyone suffer, and who seems to have a more... involved nature? in either them or the gallery itself than the other portraits
so generally a pretty good impression! being the most present and active portrait he's seen sort of gives her the air of a representative, at least, and he has some faint degree of autodere for individuals of rank/power (which applies to all the portraits a little bit honestly but in particular to Mary). she also has major gratitude points with him, both for saving their asses from Cinderella and for clearing up the rust and everything. BASICALLY SHE IS WITHIN SPITTING DISTANCE OF THAT JUMP UP TO DEREDEREDEREDEREDERE if he finds out people are mad at her/think she is terrible/w/e that will probably become a thing. rn I think she just isn't quite there because of similar communication/interaction failings in actual conversation, like what is certainty... speech tic... ellipses......
h-haha MARY HAS ONLY STARTED TO REALISE HE EXISTS. People don't stick out in her memory very much, as a general rule. Still, people she knows exist in Deco as specific individuals is a very short list, so it's not actually surprising. BASICALLY LEO AND CLEO are IT. She has vaguely noticed him now though, as of Cinderella, so HE'S STILL ABOVE SOME OTHERS, in that she'll remember his face their next meeting so the OPPORTUNITY for him to make an actual impression is there now.
A...ALVISS MEMORIES [cry] I could only stave off my bias for so long I guess!! stupid enemy boys who like each other too much!!!!!!! it really would be helpful to me but I admit what I am most looking forward to is just getting to remember Alviss not the reasonable motivations. R...REVERSE??
IT WAS HIS HUMAN MEMORIES because of fallout of those and remembering properly the feelings he should have and now lacks, and after getting those I wanted to give him his WAKING UP WITH AMNESIA: THE SECOND memory of first being Packrat and seeing if he freaked the fuck out because sudden forced awareness of oh god this is wrong/fucked up shove in his face, rather than a grating old wound THIS IS THE SUDDEN CHANGE FROM WHAT YOU WERE TO WHAT YOU ARE.
But due to current events those need to be put on the backburner because y-yesss that would not be. Helpful. Right now.
uh well I have Peta's death locked because it would be simultaneously unhelpful and disturbing... ditto for a certain point in a conversation with Alviss, as well as losing to Alviss + the memory which includes most of the aftermath. (THERE IS A PART OF THE AFTERMATH WHICH IS NOT LOCKED BUT THAT'S BECAUSE HE'S TOO OUT OF IT TO BE CONSCIOUSLY CONSIDERING LOSE-Y SHIT AND GETTING KICKED OFF A STAGE IS FUNNY TO ME.) I have backstory dumping locked because I didn't want to get it back before getting back actual backstory and have just forgotten to unlock it yet. AND I HAVE... PHANTOM LOSING TO GINTA LOCKED BECAUSE I probably want more positive Phantom memories back before I drop "publicly indirectly admit to not giving a shit about you" on him
tamaki hit him at a low point where he ABSOLUTELY WAS NOT EXPECTING ANY SYMPATHY, MUCH LESS AN OFFER TO HELP.
even though his contract with march has since been revised, he'll kind of. I guess some confused grateful feelings at him. NOT JUST HAHA I AM GOOD PERSON JUSTICE YOU ALL ARE COWARDS!! but oh no someone cares and makes offers even though i have given him no reason to what do? The answer to what do is NOT TAKE THE OFFER SINCE HE NO LONGER NEEDS IT but he appreciates that it was made. BUT, since contract was revised he won't be taking that offer but still TAMAKI JUST ROSE IN ESTEEM ABOVE LIKE A GOOD MAJORITY OF DECO.
Imagine Rolan as sorted on a different team and tell me about him.
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so generally a pretty good impression! being the most present and active portrait he's seen sort of gives her the air of a representative, at least, and he has some faint degree of autodere for individuals of rank/power (which applies to all the portraits a little bit honestly but in particular to Mary). she also has major gratitude points with him, both for saving their asses from Cinderella and for clearing up the rust and everything. BASICALLY SHE IS WITHIN SPITTING DISTANCE OF THAT JUMP UP TO DEREDEREDEREDEREDERE if he finds out people are mad at her/think she is terrible/w/e that will probably become a thing. rn I think she just isn't quite there because of similar communication/interaction failings in actual conversation, like what is certainty... speech tic... ellipses......
REVERSE?
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MEMORIES THAT YOU ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING?
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But due to current events those need to be put on the backburner because y-yesss that would not be. Helpful. Right now.
MEMORIES YOU HAVE LOCKED OFF AND WHY?
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also because Phantom loses and that sucks.
I would say "reverse" but
so how is that thing with Tamaki going
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tamaki hit him at a low point where he ABSOLUTELY WAS NOT EXPECTING ANY SYMPATHY, MUCH LESS AN OFFER TO HELP.
even though his contract with march has since been revised, he'll kind of. I guess some confused grateful feelings at him. NOT JUST HAHA I AM GOOD PERSON JUSTICE YOU ALL ARE COWARDS!! but oh no someone cares and makes offers even though i have given him no reason to what do? The answer to what do is NOT TAKE THE OFFER SINCE HE NO LONGER NEEDS IT but he appreciates that it was made. BUT, since contract was revised he won't be taking that offer but still TAMAKI JUST ROSE IN ESTEEM ABOVE LIKE A GOOD MAJORITY OF DECO.
Imagine Rolan as sorted on a different team and tell me about him.